MENTAL ILLNESS EMBEDDED IN SOCIAL CIRCUMSTANCE AND COPEING AFTER MATERNAL FEOTAL DRUG ABUSE.
Kellie and I are 2 people having a relationship with our mental illnesses. We are really 'borderline personality disorder', our lives are at so low a social status and so empty of potential to rise in status, we take refuge in our mental illness for escape from depressive reality at lowest social status on the social spectrum.
Possibly the condition was originated in a mother who drunk in pregnancy, creating a memorial personality that needs structure and habituation of daily life not to feel like a feather in the wind, that is going to land and be trampled or settle on a lake and drown.
Similarly stars have a relationship with their high status and cannot have a banal relationship with another person for feelings of depressive normality.
The common theme is the banality of quotidian normal life and lack of either stimulation in the high status mentally ill deviant or lack of aspiration/lack of economic opportunity in the low social status mentally ill deviant.
The doctors claim it is genetic, but it is not, it is a reaction to social circumstance, our circumstances cannot be changed so the mental illness continues, to escape depressive normality for the happy unexpected situations of deviant mental illness, to give meaning to a life that is high social status, but depressively banal, or low social status and lacking economic opportunity to be normally aspirational and embedded in normal aspiration and right action.