I should hate Tay, she destroyed my career as a life writer, in reacting to her sour hate-filled Reiki, live on social network… but on the other hand, because Tay's life is connected to mine 18 hours a day, I got to feel and write about everything she was experiencing with showbiz, fame and sex, drugs and romance…the content was beyond my wildest dreams…then I discovered her emotional connect to Britney and her attempt to try and nix Britney, to kill a mentor that could potentially out shine her….its like I needed Tay's arsenic to purify the Gold, she was uncovering. [arsenic is used commercially to extract Gold from dirt and rock surrounding it]