I love life…is a problem for over-secretion of neurochemical Dopamine, its destroyed my life that I didn't know how to balance my dopaminergic experiences in life with more relaxed and stable experiences that were not overstimulating. I had a phenomenal life of shopping everyday, holidaying for a month every 6 months, drinking every day and night, TV all the time, social network when not TVing, all dopaminergic experiences, back to back…the mind gets over stimulated and delusions, paranoia and mental illness follow.